your imagination

Thursday, October 05, 2006


No job. No hope. Depression.

Well, I've started taking a photography class. I don't hail myself as a good photographer. I screwed up "The Bikerack" picture. I need someone else to develop my stuff. Oh well I guess. My teacher sort of angers me because she tells us what she thinks is "good art". Telling us we need to "add contrast" or "decrease contrast" and it really pisses me off that she think she can control art. I understand the basics already. At least.. I think.

Anyhow, I haven't posted in a long time. No one reads this anyway. It's cool though. I got fired from target. I need a new job.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006



There is pleasure in this world. There is pleasure in all things. Can you explain where you find pleasure?

Imagine putting together a puzzle of a casual scene, say a diner. At first, you notice the details. The cups on the table, the jukebox, and maybe even the people inside. You start to put this picture together, and it becomes alive and vibrant.

You start to realize something; When you put the last piece on the puzzle, you feel accomplished... but you feel strange. The puzzle ends at some point, it has an edge. It is still incomplete.

What about the road that connects to the entrance to the diner? The buildings on the other side of the street? The city in which this diner resides, and the state in which the city resides.

There is always a bigger picture, and we don't always see that. Sometimes it may be okay to look at the little details. Although, you start to only focus on what is within your bounds.

Do you realize that, in your life there will be buildings you never enter, beautiful scenery you will never experience?

What is behind the door you have never entered, and does something exist beyond that door? or will you fall into an abyss of nothingness? Plummeting through the universe in an unending rabbit hole?

are the pictures of our lives incomplete?

Your imagination



today's side note

Has anyone ever actually listened/read the lyrics to, "You Are My Sunshine"? It's one of the saddest songs in the world, and people parade it around like it's some happy go lucky song.

"You Are My Sunshine

The other night dear, as I lay sleeping,
I dreamed I held you in my arms,
but when I woke dear, I was mistaken,
and I hung my head and cried.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy when skies are gray
you'll never know dear, how much I love you,
please don't take my sunshine away.

You told me once dear you really loved me
that no one else could come between
but now you've left me and love another
you have shattered all my dreams.

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
you make me happy, when skies are gray,
you'll never know dear, how much I love you,
please don't take my sunshine away."

The song was edited, but I'd like to hear your opinions.


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